I’m still not too sure about this blogging thing, but I’ve discovered that people I don’t even know have been reading my blogs. Not only reading them, but they’re liking them, too! This is more than a little scary to me; however, it’s got a certain level of excitement to it I never anticipated. My words are getting out there. There seems to be some connection being made that I find so hard to make in my day-to-day, face-to-face communications. Which inside me is stronger, the fear or the excitement? What am I going to do, run to hide or throw my closet wide? I don’t know. Am I thrilled or chilled? Do I finally have the guts to grab what I’ve always wanted, even though the faces are anonymous? Mine is anonymous, too. Will I have the fortitude to one day place my face squarely in the center of the page as Rune Believer, or will I use the name my parents gave me? I’m doubting I’ll use my given name. It’s not the one that fits me. Some day I may learn the truth of who I am. If I do, that will be the name I legally give myself. Being named after two grandmothers I didn’t know isn’t a name I should have. It’s definitely not who I am.
It occurs to me that all of this rumination about names and who I am doesn’t help you, my few readers, to know me any better, so I should probably stop that now. The way I see it, we’ll make that discovery together…if you stay. If you leave, oh, well. Your journey with me wasn’t meant to be a long one. If you stay, will we go down the rabbit hole to discovery or Ragnarok?
Rabbit holes…you just never know where they’re going to go! Happy, Happy, Joy, Joy!
Rune Believer 