I’m still not too sure about this blogging thing, but I’ve discovered that people I don’t even know have been reading my blogs. Not only reading them, but they’re liking them, too! This is more than a little scary to me; however, it’s got a certain level of excitement to it I never anticipated. My words are getting out there. There seems to be some connection being made that I find so hard to make in my day-to-day, face-to-face communications. Which inside me is stronger, the fear or the excitement? What am I going to do, run to hide or throw my closet wide? I don’t know. Am I thrilled or chilled? Do I finally have the guts to grab what I’ve always wanted, even though the faces are anonymous? Mine is anonymous, too. Will I have the fortitude to one day place my face squarely in the center of the page as Rune Believer, or will I use the name my parents gave me? I’m doubting I’ll use my given name. It’s not the one that fits me. Some day I may learn the truth of who I am. If I do, that will be the name I legally give myself. Being named after two grandmothers I didn’t know isn’t a name I should have. It’s definitely not who I am.
It occurs to me that all of this rumination about names and who I am doesn’t help you, my few readers, to know me any better, so I should probably stop that now. The way I see it, we’ll make that discovery together…if you stay. If you leave, oh, well. Your journey with me wasn’t meant to be a long one. If you stay, will we go down the rabbit hole to discovery or Ragnarok?
Rabbit holes…you just never know where they’re going to go! Happy, Happy, Joy, Joy!